i’m starting work on Monday! excited + nervous + whiny. maybe tt’s cos i dunno how the future will look like for me. how things are gonna happen. how i’m going to cope. how fast will i adapt. how soon will i feel i can make an accomplishment. instead of worrying endlessly about this, i guess i just need to take 1 step at a time and see how things go.
like what my father, i’m not doing this right now to support the family so i’ve more freedom and flexibility in choosing, rejecting/ quitting a job. in that sense, there isn’t that sort of pressure. but of course, we all want to succeed in whatever we set out to do right? which is why i feel a bit of burden over there becos i’m lacking in many areas…i have to start thinking of calculations and econs and more practical theories..no more fluff/ thinking of how sucky our society is lols. which is why i feel slightly less confident becos it’s no longer my comfort zone. hmmm. but i noe i can’t be in my comfort zone forever becos i can’t go anywhere with it. after all, tt’s wad i sold my 3 years of uni life for. to study what i feel like studying and mull around when i feel like mulling.
on a happier note, the colleagues seems nice and cheery and the location isn’t really out of the way. plus i like the office lols. i guess tt’s the first thing i like about the company. i went O.O when i was shown to one of the meeting rooms. ceiling to floor windows for the entire left side of the office. bright and spacious and clean. i want to work in an office like that, tt’s wad i felt. LOLs it must be so easy to convince me.
